The Sun Feels. . .

The Sun has fallen in love! It’s surreal, unreal. It makes me delighted, overjoyed! My daydreams are now completely directed to you and you alone! I think about your touch, your breath, close to me. I imagine your hand slowly coming towards mine and taking it gently. The trace makes me blush, it feels so good! I pretend you pull it closer, pull me closer. You and I are only an inch apart. Our fire is colliding, making beautiful energy that is enlightening all corners of our lives. We laugh, and that adds butterflies in me, they are fluttering rapidly. Do you feel it too?

The next time if we are together, you only a few feet away; I would want run to you and wrap my arms around you and smile, letting you know how your existence makes me feel. I feel happy, treasured. I feel the desire to be pressed into a wall, with no where to go, only you and i. Breathing deeply into each other’s faces. We would shut off the world so no one can judge us.

It would only be you and I, together; with no where to go. I would slowly run my hand across your face, seeing you grin. You would pull me nearer, till everything is blank and your light is all I could see. I would give into that light, sinking in its glow, feeling its warmth go down me. You’d swallow me whole; The Sun would disappear and come out as something bigger, better and brighter! The Sun would come to be with you, the star that keeps it on the surface; the reason the Sun smiles everyday. The reason the Sun has learned to blush, to feel excited, to sense the butterflies deep within!

But the Sun worries too. The things that worry the Sun are denial, treachery and differences. The Sun is frightened if it would be rejected by a star such as you. You are flawless, sometimes words fail for you. The Sun is also afraid of betrayal. What if you share your light with our suns, and I’m left shaded? What if you betray me in time of need, if you refuse to help me? The Sun is also afraid of our differences, what if they come to tear us apart, and a reason for us to separate? What will the Sun do then? Go back to give light to others and die from the inside? The Sun is afraid of not being with you.

But, most importantly, the Sun is afraid to love.