Girl On Fire!

Yesterday, the Sun had to embark on the hardest mission of it's life. That mission being to confess my disclosed feelings to my star.
How did i do it?
It was hard, it felt impossible, but i managed.
The evening was subtle, it wasn't raining, and i was on the computer like an owl, talking to my star endlessly, carrying out our nonsensical and hilarious discussions. And then, something stirred inside me. I re read our conversation from the start and noticed how much i grew fond of him, and would not like to miss the chance to lose him. That school girl crush was slowly turning into something more, something deep. It was like the molten inside me began to shoot up instantly, asking me to open myself, or else I'll regret it my whole life!
I had hinted to him before about my feelings to my star, only not referring to it and some other imaginary soul instead. But, that was growing frustrating. I wanted him to know it's him! I was eager to know if he likes me back!
So i mustered up the courage to tell him. I was hesitant. Another friend of mine who knew about my feelings kept insisting to reveal them to him. It was absurd, the idea. But, then, it wouldn't hurt to try.
My star is the kind of person who is excessively considerate and equally loving, and wouldn't hurt my feelings. I'd trust him with that!
Besides, we were having a friendly conversation and i thought he wouldn't even bother to ponder over what i have just said.
But he did, and that moment was when my anxiety was accelerating fast. I swallowed half a bar of a huge Dairy Milk bar just to calm myself. I fell on the couch, laughing like an idiot. I stuffed my face in the pillow and tried to think straight, he probably thinks I'm mad, and irrational! But i yearned for him. He is one in a million, trillion of all the bright stars that light up the night sky. he is that shooting star i once saw. I had gazed upon it for so long, sinking into it's wonder! I wondered whether i would be able to hold one, or at least see one more closer.
And i did.
I met him.
My shooting star, illuminating all corners of my life.
And here i am right now, curing my restless soul by listening to love songs. They fill my mind with radiant views of me and my star, laughing, smiling, holding hands, sharing beautiful energy. If he was next to me right now, i would want to melt into his arms, and never let go. I'd want to give all my energy to him, feel his warmth. Just like he shared it, in that vivid dream. i still feel your heat, it ignites my surface.
You set me on fire.