Lost In The Universe

After two years of intense struggle, the Sun has finally been able to let lose the abundant energy it possessed. Like it said before, the Sun has never burned so bright! The Sun feels life again! It always wants to be near its star’s radiance and heat that fills the hollow spaces within the Sun.

Little does the Sun’s wonderful star know that it is vacant from the inside, where it gives off light to others but owns none itself.

There are no penetrating reactions going on inside the Sun’s core. It breathes on the light that its star provides to it. The star is the only thing keeping it together, the reason the Sun does not want to end itself, to extinguish itself!

Every time the Sun is reminded of its presence, the surface ignites and flames rupture, blazing with ferocity! The Sun feels full of life for the brief moments it relishes with the star! It finds it difficult to express to the star how much it means to it. It wants the star to know that everyday, a few, precious moments with it is the only time the Sun beams!

Still Human: Butterflies. Bursting volcanoes. Words fail when it comes to describing my state of kind as I talk endlessly with him! My heart doesn’t skip a beat, it hurdles! For once, my eyes have some sort of depth in them, they have joy and vibrancy! For once, my laughter is not void. My eroded inner is patched up! Talking to him gives me hopefulness and responsibility, responsibility to not end myself. I have something to live for. You!

I weep in your longing as I remind myself of the barriers that part us! People around me deem it a crime for me to enjoy myself. For once, I want to live for myself. I want to satisfy myself! And being with you does exactly that!

It’s a miracle! A beautiful miracle that you accepted me since I am so inert from within, something you have yet to experience. The only time I do feel vitality conquering me is when I’m talking to you, I don’t want it to stop! If I meet you, I’d want to stop time right there! Those few moments would be the one’s I’d enjoy for myself. Your presence moves mountains within me, you shake me to my core, and you touch my soul and breathe life into it.

I wish I could do more for you, like you do for me. These days are the worst, since I have fallen ill and I can’t talk to you.

The Sun: These days, the Sun is fading.